had luch wif someone todae =) "someone special" lolx .. hmm .. didn't expected him not tuh sleep th whole night after his werk .. but it's a good thing tt he found a job !! but it's a partime job at a pub =.= ... hate ppl who werks in pub ... damn* i ve no choice ..

ate nasi penyet fur lunch & subway fur dinner .. todae liked damn suckie at werk !! stupid hippo !! bastard !! bastard !! wun forgive her fur wat happen !! duno where tuh put my face if i go rf2 take stock !!

haiix .. dun feel liked blogging liao .. so tired .. wana sleep liao !! tmr b shift .. sianx ..

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i wish yesterdae had never happen .. on second though .. i'm kind of liked felt guilty .. of wat had happen .. maybe there is still love .. but ............ tt's wat he sae .. tuh me it's diffi !!! have tuh face th true .. cannot hide it .. & dis is wat he sae tuh me " things ard definitely diff for me when you are ard" :(





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went back home early around 1am todae .. super tired now !! finish werk around 11pm due tuh mark down !! sick & tired of marking down of th item =/ den todae full shift again .. tired !! jux came back home not long ago .. cos marked down again ..

i esther and ting ting managed tuh walked from cinelesure tuh lavender .. dun eu think it's cool ?? lolx .. walked liked nobody business .. kept saein .. "okay lets take cab home" but we didn't take cab .. we jux kept walking and laughing all th way .. enjoyed :)

werk .. sianx !! customer made me angry .. cheese cake customer .. bloody kuku indo customer .. asked her tuh write tax refund in front of me liked th CB got we disturb liked tt .. if i noe i dun wana sign th tax refund fur her .. see how she claim th gst ..

pathetic me ve tuhh do marked down my own acc alone .. but lucky kate came tuh my rescure fur a short while onli .. hmm .. bored of werkin in esprit liao .. feeling of werking in high end retail .. liked LV ., PRADA ., HUGO BOSS etc ....

love life :'( i wish i can cry now !! deep inside it feels so painfull !! it's ows th part wen ure about tuh forget tt bloody someone .. sure tt bloody someone come back tuh find eu .. i dream of him in yesterdae .. guessed wat ?? he called + msg me .. i didn't ans tuh his call cos was werkin .. but den he msg .. so i jux pretend tt i didn't noe him ..

i asked how th hell is he .. do i noe him ?? but deep inside is trying tuh tell him YES !!! please come back tuh me .. i ned eu very badly .. told liangzi about him msgin me .. but hey thanx fur th support !! will follow her advice .. eventhough she is liked XMM !!

but she motivated me alot .. how i will recover soon !!! very very soon !!! from now on if i'm werkin wif her she is gg tuh do a so called "daily routen" checked fur my phone .. tuh ensure no msg or calls from him .. lolx ..




ps: th word FAT is very sensitive tuh me

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feeling rather down lately .. but wun bring my problem tuh werk .. never .. never !! thnx tuh liang zi zi tt i felt better .. talked on msn wif her .. plus ah tong was too .. both of them gave me courage tuh live on .. jia you tuh me !!

if he ever tuh appear rth in front of me again .. i'm sure not gg tuh sae anything .. pretend i didn't see tt jerk !! full of craps .. i hate myself tuh fall fur him ..

had a lil fun werking yesterdae .. wif leon ., ah pek ., kiko ., liang zi .. i met wif eli in th afternoon .. not met but bump into her while gg tuh 7eleven tuh meet leon .. talk craps wif her laa .. smuggle cigirates inside my pocket .. thnx tuh tt ah pek laa .. wana go smoke aske me fur cigirate ..

haiix .. i can't rili understnad whie kate liked tuh find fault wif me .. small small things oso make it till liked so big !! liked i got disturb her life liked tt .. irritating !! i wish she resign too ..

damn*

hate tt feeling tuh be targeted fur nothing .. time pass very slow yesterdae .. but wen gg home part seems tuh be fast !! leon wanted tuh get something tuh eat .. so went tuh mac tuh garb a meal not something ..

bloody cuiping go aske me wheter leon is my bf untill so louud till i wana smack her head infront of eveyone .. it's liked i dun understnad whiie is her thinkin liked tt .. cant i liked go down mac wif a guy ?? doesn't mean i came down wf a guy is bf wat ???

stupid bitch !! he's my bro .. den kena bluff by him .. SHIT HEAD !!!! "married" tot is fur real .. real married till liked must make love those kind of rubbish thing .. den turn out tuh be a group married thingy ..

i so dumb dumb .. yea !! i finally changed phone again :) changed tuh htc diamond2 .. th feeling is super great !! i'm on cloud9 .. ++ i colored my hair .. while gg tuh wash off th dye .. eli called !! he tot i was werk .. lolx ..

sure asked me go 7eleven smoke .. hahax .. called wrong timing .. phone call was diverted tuh my house .. feeling lazy tuh chat wif ppl .. it's liked got phone = tuh no phone .. i got many fren but no one contacted me ..

stranged uh ?? lolx .. but onli few is my true fren .. tuh those who never contacted me fur long ., i sure tuh delete their number .. so ha !! try ur luck bahx tuh those who wana ve been long never contacted me ..

saving money tuh go overseas .. gg tuh asked eli tuh be my tour guide bahx instead of serfin .. hmm ... i think both oso can laa .. th more th merrier .. hahax .. can't wait fur one more month .. hope may come faster !!!





ps: ah pek fav quote "cincai laa"

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spent my whole afternoon walking under th sun wif him .. damn !! it's liked th weather is super duper hot laa .. he got lost at my house estate .. damn cute siia .. it's liked i go north he go south .. den asked him tuh stay put den he walked and walked till i blur duno where i am ..

he asked me out jux tuh ve lunch .. && i ve lunch wif wif my mum at home xD .. he was super upset tt i ate if my mum and not him .. lolx .. after lunch went arcade .. was forced tuh go .. since he's th planner fur todae ..

tuh me it's a waste of time in arcade .. almost fall asleep at th arcade .. th condition was way cooling in th arcade den out of th mall .. after arcade went tuh take bus home .. he sending me home ..

guessed wat ?? i missed th stop .. cos he was sleeping n th bus .. so took th bus tuh bedok interchanged .. den took th bus back home again .. half of my dae was gone jux liked tt .. doing lame things ..

shit laa !! i can't even think of wat tuh get him fur his birthdae .. not electric guitar !! i ll be penniless if i buy tt fur him .. bracelet ?? necklas ?? wallet ?? shirt ?? underwear ?? lolx .. brainless .. useless me ..






ps: je t'aime :)

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