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No one ever sees, no one feels the pain Teardrops in the rain I wish upon a star, I wonder where you are I wish you're coming back to me again And everything's the same like it used to be I see the days go by and still I wonder why I wonder why it has to be this way Why can't I have you here just like it used to be I don't know which way to choose How can I find a way to go on? I don't know if I can go on without you oh Even if my heart's still beating just for you I really know you are not feeling like I do And even if the sun is shining over me How come I still freeze? No one ever sees, no one feels the pain I shed teardrops in the rain I wish that I could fly, I wonder what you say I wish you're flying back to me again Hope everything's the same like it used to be I don't know which way to choose How can I find a way to go on I don't know if I can go on without you, without you Even if my heart's still beating just for you I really know you are not feeling like I do And even if the sun is shining over me How come I still freeze? No one ever sees, no one feels the pain I shed teardrops in the rain Oh... I shed teardrops in the rain Oh... Hey... Teardrops in the rain Even if my heart's still beating just for you I really know you are not feeling like I do And even if the sun is shining over me How come I still freeze? No one ever sees (no one) no one feels the pain (no one) I shed teardrops in the rain Teardrops in the rain Teardrops in the rain Teardrops in the rain...

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Lets' guessed who i saw yesterdae.? hmm .. lolx .. it's IAN CHIA !! each time i met him it was liked not on purpose. counting down i've known him for 8years .? i think so .. how do i met him .? sec one pal !! at that freaking moment i was ugly. i looked liked an indian. shh !! ver paise siia remembering how i looked in sec sch time. again and again he's remindinding me tuh study very very hard.

after graduation from sec sch. i was posted tuh ite simei into office skill. but i didn't wana go tuh sch. cos wanted tuh go in retail courses instead. so i skip th orentation week. one week later i got in retail course. and on my second dae or what. which i can't remember. i went tuh TM wif sec sch mates and i bump into him. my eye sight wasn't rili tt fantastic so i went closer tuh th place where i saw him. went there he wasn't there. so tot my eyes is playing on me.

after tt went tuh toys r us !! while looking down from that level. i saw him again. feeling very unsaticfied i told my fren tt i'm gg down tuh check out wheter is that him or not. and then tada !! it was him ..

tt's th first story .. second story was this year. while i was gg th bank i saw his fren performing on th stage. so i jux ignored whoever beside him. then my break time i still saw his fren performing and was wondering who was beside. so i didn't bothered tt much cos on my kmind was liked food food and food.. i was fat during th period of much till august. and on my second break i was talking th escalator up then i started tuh realized tt th one whu is performing was him. so i rushed down tuh see him performed.

and there was camera fair. so th promoter tot i wanded tuh see th camra. actually was th performence. duno what tuh do after his gang performing .. so i rush tuh my shop and get my phone and called him. but he didn't rili saw me..

and thirdly .. yesterdae i was having my break was takin th escalator up tuh my shop and i saw him gg down th escalator. i was gg level one and he's gg tuh basement2. i looked down and he looked up i was shocked and th onli thing i did was wave. and he waved back. went tuh eat my food and then msg him. msg liao he went tuh my shop and find me. thnx tuh ah piao go sae he's my bfriend. i was liked NO !! he's my bestfriend though not not close. hahax ..

he asked how long have i been working in esprit and i told him gg tuh be one year in esprit but four years in plaza singapura. he asked tuh go walked walked .. so i sae i will go where he's gg. cos i'm liked bored in ps. so we decided tuh smoke instead. smoke then talked cock laa .. all those crappy stuff.

eh!! don't get jealous. he's always th guy tt i love. but onli can love but not have it. he've a gfriend. admire can have cannot. hahax .. till now he's still th hottest guy i ever met. short and hot!! i used tuh call him smelly wen i was in sec sch. too much memory also not good. and one more thing. he kept asking whiie didn't i complete my marketing course. yeah !! i know study is important. he've been repeating it over and over again.


ps:CNBLUE(love)

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This video is for eu!!

When I see your smile
tears roll down my face
I can't replace.

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know ill find deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's ok. it's ok. it's ok.
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Cause you're my
you're my
my true love
my whole heart
please don't throw that away.

Cause I'm here, for you
please don't walk away and
please tell me you'll stay, stay...

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know ill be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q7Em4fUOrZo

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So many things tuh update. not much time left for me.

Fridae: Hari Raya. House was packed wif people after 2pm. Can sae was sleeping th whole moring till my er jie came wif th three lil monster.

Saturdae: xiaoxuan 21st birthdae celebration. Went alot of places. First bugis tuh get birthdae card. Had koi for my breakfast. after tt went RF2 meet rong up tuh get th present. then bk for lunch. after lunc went tuh tiongbaru for her birthdae wich was located at regency condo. funny part was when she collected her cake there's lion dance. and after cutting th cake there's firework. Not she asked for it. But it was jux in time for everything.

Sundae: got back tuh werk. SUX TTM !!

Mondae: stock take. esther birthdae. my second break went scape tuh have my dinner wif her at LJS !! after stock take walked over tuh cine kbox. 1am cab home.

tuesdae: boring at werk. almost fallen asleep.

wednesdae: there is sure one PUNDEK person who will always distroy your happie mood. ma hi !!

todae: offically xuan 21st birhtdae!! and i jux woke up and upload photo.




ps: ure my onli dun need tuh worrie



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Pencil: You know, I'm really sorry.


Eraser: Sorry for what? You didn't do anything wrong!


Pencil: Well, every time when i make a mistake, you will be
there to erase my mistake. But, as time pass by, part of you are gone.


Eraser: You see, I'm made to do this. Even though I know one of these
day I'll be gone, and you have to replace me with another. I'm still happy
to do this job. So don't be sad. It worries me!





PS: This is how true friends are suppose to be like.

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Thursdae;
training
macdonalds for lunch
supper

Fridae;
meet up @ eunos wif sharoln
thai fried rice for lunch
supper @ wangxi

Saturdae;
three lil monster at home.
spring cleaning.

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Th month of september is always th busy month. You have tuh think of so many thing etc birthdae present., report., hari raya and so on ... I'm seriously freaking broke now. So many people birthdae. But it's not i plan tuh get for them. It's all share tuh get th most expensie things for them. ENVY!! =/

Next month would be company D&D. Th theme for this year will be bollywood. I'm liked WTF!! BOLLYWOOD.? Can't it be liked a HOLLYWOOD.? Damn. Sari.? I can't put all those picture in mind.It's serioulsy killing me. Macham deepavali siia. Haiix .. Everything have been pulling my mood down. Werk and so on.

I can't figured it out how did i manage tuh solve th riddle which was made by you. Or is it on purpose tuh show me eveything.? Two sided face!! All this while i've been putting much effort tuh forgive you. But then it can't be help that i can't.

You told me th two of you were over. Tuh think again now. NO!! You did not. You love her more then anything. Due tuh you have got no one else. You got back wif her. AM i rth.? stop denying. I can read what's on your mind. Th reason why you can't get i mean or anything is bcos i didn't express my feeling towards you.

You told someone that i'm crazy over you.? Tuh put you and me in th senerio. Who's more crazy over each other.? I remembered once when i told you how is &*%@ whether he's doing fine at werk and so on. You got so werk out and sae he's fine., whiie don't i msg him instead askin you. Who's th one who didn't sleep th whole nigth scarred you couldn't wake up tuh eatlunch wif me. It's not onces but twice.

You made fried rice and sandwich for me.? Don't make my toes laugh When you sae i'm crazy over you okay. Tell me that infront of my face. I wana see th guts in you!! I'm tired of thinking about you and so on. Th reason whiie i'm not thinkin of th future it's bcos you lied tuh most. i caught you red handed but i just kept quite.

I gave you plenty of chances. More then th condition we made. But you didn't give me any chances tuh prove or anything. thnx. I would have made you wait.

Betrayed.

I'm now targeting on a cornograph watch. Anyone wana help me buy. No worries!! I will provied th discount. Hehex .. And wanting tuh go in a cruise. Faster fixed th date for th renovation. I wana go on a holidae. I wana set my mind free. Happy 10month in ESPRIT!!




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