title:  Rest in peace my beloved coach. You never onces fail tuh be there for us! Guide us through the toughness journey. You porve us all that we are not a failure! Thanks for the memorable memory. To me you're still the BESTEST COACH of all. Uncle Michael Chiam passes away this moring due to kiney failure. And we are suppose to have a tournament during May. I regreted not going on Sunday to meet up with him. For training. I will treasure each day i used to spent my time with you and fellow friend. May you rest in peace!!!
ps: To God Be The Glory |
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title: haiix .. i've been sick fur straight three daes !! power rth ?? and i can't take mc either .. wen th part i sick can't take mc ., but th part wen i'm not sick ., so damn freaking easy tuh take mc !! pathetic laa !! but even thought i'm sick he wun even care ... i've got no other comment !!
my fever ve been gg up and down !! feeling either cold or hot :( can even feel blood in my mouth and throat .. my nose is liked a water tap !! non stop flowing .. one dae don't know ned how many packets of tissue !! my head feels pain .. headache !! chest feels pain .. very hard tuh breath .. poor me rth ?? haiix .. no one care about me liao .. and dis is real sick not love sick =.=" ... todae kind of liked damn funny laa thnx tuh tt kosin ... senario 1... me: kosin !!! jia you !! 300 more den hit target !!! koisn: huh ?? but i tot eu sae i 100 more den hit ?? me: i think th system haven't update yet bahx ?? koisn: oh rili ?? where tuh check me: there ur sales !! must check from here .. kosin: but th system put liked tt ?? me: tt one haven't minus CPF !!! kosin: hahahahahahhahahaahahhahahah !! haven't minus CPF !! me: i mean haven't minus GST !! senario 2 ... me:eugene !! where tuh go fur massage uh ?? eugene: whiie leh ?? me: eu see laa .. my shoulder one side swallon den th other side !! eugene: i noe where tuh go ., but mine is dirty one !! me: uh ?? dirty massage ?? wat thy do ?? eugene: eh ... nothing (smiling) me: tell me leh !!! eugene: whiie eu wana noe ?? me: cos i wana go massage laa !! eugene: dis massage eu cannot go one laa !! me: whiie i canot go ?? eugene: already told eu it's dirty massage !! me: dun tell me eu aske them massage ur ...... eugene: smiling me: =.= tt was todae .. yesterdae even more worst den dis !! can't stand them siia !! th part wen thy laugh and talked stupid things .. senario ... joyce: WAH !!! sugar daddy siia !! me: notthing big !! cheena ppl .. me: eugene !! sugar daddy leh .. eu wen want liked tt ?? eugene: uh ? me: wen wana become sugar daddy laa !! one guy two girl .. eugene: i noe laa !! i one guy plus another two more guy !! me: eeee .... disgusting !! can do wat siia ??? eugene: yani !! aske him tt eu wana be th third one laa .. me: no way man !! never bath !! joyce: uh never bath ? eugene: wth !! me: never cut !! i dun want !! eugene: lolx !!! never cut siia !! me: joyce !! sure horx tt eugene sae tt if cut longger den if cut shorter !! fur sure .. joyce: hahahahhahahahahahhahax ... wat siia never cut (squatting on th floor laughing) me:eugene eu dun understand th diffi between cut and not cut mehx ?? eugene: but never cut more shiok wat !!! eu tot i duno wat th diffi uh ?? and th meaining of wat eu talking about ?? me: hahahahahahax ... ( walked off ) i'm seriously feeling sick ., but here i am blogging !! updating my rotten blog !! and my hand feeling very itchy !! i feel liked changing my blog link !! so tt some ppl cann see and some ppl cannot see !! tmr is my weekend off .. but i've got no where tuh go !! sad =( i've tuh stay home .. even he having his weeked off oso never aske me out !! guessed wat ?? i now in a confussed stated of mind .. i'm wondering whether i'm in a relationship or i'm not in a relationship .. i totally duno !! we've not been contacting fur many daes !! even if i msg him he oso never reply .. call oso never ans .. it's liked weneva he's tired or somtething happen at home ., i'm ows th victim !! i wish tuh cry out loud !! tuh me now is tt i've lost my pillar of support !! i've lost in th game of love !! whiie it ve tuh be me ?? whiie me ?? i'm seriously tired of being treated this way !! how do eu feel if i were tuh treat eu liked how eu treated me ?? i dun think eu wen feel th pain deep inside of me .. it's jux th words tt eu sae .. dun be too confident in th words tt eu sae tuh me !! i dun wish tuh continue wat i felt or so on ... my blog doesn't seems tuh be a safest place tuh blog about me being sad or etc ... i shall think of a new blog link !! and think of a way not tuh own a phone anymore !! wat's th point if eu ve phone but it was dead silent of two tuh three daes ?? get wat i mean ?? WATEVA !! ps: feel th pain !!! Labels: catch me wen i fall |
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title: i didn't realize till someone told me tt i love who so long .!? hmm .. ve been reading my past post .. yea almost a year i'm writing about &*()% !!! and guessed wat ?! i managed tuh forget him .. th feeling pain died a couple a month ago if i'm not wrong ?? nei !! who cares .. wat is over is over !! can't seems tuh find any point if i kept dweeliing about th past !!
fur this few months i seems tuh noe some changes in myself !! my anger died !! i learn tuh forgive !! i ve growth FAT !! lolx .. i gain 5kg .. after two years !! cool rth ?? but i think i must go on died liao .. someone sae i now fat !! not jux someone BUT everyone !!! fat jiu fat laa .. i fat ppl complain .. i skinny ppl complain .. den eu all wants me tuh do wat siia ??? whiie do i ve this wired feeling tt tt tt liked i'm already his uh ?? liked totally belong tuh him !! i seriously duno !! i'm not trying tuh fake here !! are we together .?! tell me laa tt we already together !! dear come on dun be shy !! lolx .. sorrie arhx .. i very sotong derx !! tt's whiie ows got bully and cheated by alot alot alot of ppl .. and still got ppl wana wack me siia !! i got one irritating fren called EUGENE PEK JIA HAO !! at times i rili feel liked killing him .. aske him do MD can die siia !! must rili go find th item fur him den he ll werk !! todae he damn sicking !! almost make me fall !! and he almost punch me rth at th face cos i go disiao him .. cos he aske nichole tuh play hotel city !! den dis nichole duno wat he sae .. wat hotel ?? den i told nichole .. eugene wants tuh bring eu go hotel !! den eugene aske me wat ?? den i told him whiie eu want dis old aunty fur siia ?? bring her go hotel ?? den th hand almost start tuh fly tuh my face .. but but but .... never fly straight at my face !! if he rili punch my face !! i'm gg tuh kill him plus !! ll aske him tuh go die together wif marilyn !! cool shit !!! todae eugene never talk tuh marilyn !!! eh !!!! wait !!! whiie am i talking about eugene in my blog ??? not hot topic !!! boring guy !! lets talk about nothing ... i dun wana sae liao laa .. wana go sleep !! tired !! wana rest early !! cos cos i'm not feeling well !! two daes liao fall sick !! never eat medicine !! no time .. too tired !! my eyes gg tuh close soon !!! ps: i hope tuh open th door and see eu waiting fur me !!! Labels: lonely night |
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title: can i .. can i take mc todae again ?? hahax .. i dun wana go werk !! i wana ve fun .. tonight will be an excitment night !! i wana watch free show !! can eu all come town area instead ?? dun go so far laa ..
lolx .. i think i'm an evil kid !! must stop calling ppl name liao !! "slave" lolx .. didn't noe ure so damn thick skin !! tsk .. tsk .. tsk .. no choice !! eu rili looked liked one .. i think eu should sing th song "i'm ur slave fur eu" gosh !! wen will i be a good soul ?? hmm .. tonight after th free show meeting ben after werk .. meet him jux tuh return him th cab fare .. tired se !! ned tuh go all th way tuh eunos mrt station !! will asked them tuh update me !! hey ster .. update me !! update me !! i'm interested tuh noe more !! hottest news baby !! lolx .. will update soon again !! wen i noe th hotest latest freaking news .. ps: "slave" Labels: it's impossible tuh be together again |
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title: i'm sick and tired.
it seems so fake. i hate them the most. i deserved better then this. it's not that i don't want to tell you. but i have got no courage to do so. you seems to be busy liked almost everyday. i lost alot of courage in alot of things. do you want to help me? find back my courage? ps: terms and condition apply |
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title: haiix ... someone want me tuh give him my blog link ... nothing tuh read laa .. my blog rotting soon !!! hmm .. sianx !!! damn !! i rili envy elvi lorx .. dis year her 21st birthdae so damn happein .. how i wish mine was liked tt but ... hmm ..
wishfull thinking !!! hmm .. feeling damn damn sad !! doesn't understand whiie my werk life is so sux !! too many betrayal !!! bastard !!! duno how tuh believe .. all th words tt thy sae seems tuh be so truth !! but who should i believe ?? kosin !!! please come back and save me !! i rili hate them tuh th very max !! adults ows thinks tt thy are rth and we are not !! f*&@ !! i think we th one wif beta thinkin !!! but some yp is sux !! OMG !! i cant stand werking wif fake ppl liked them .. i want a beta life at werk =( i ve tuh stop thinkin about werk liao !! stress !! stress !! stress !!! hmm .. can't wait fur pay dae !! after pay kosin money i wana go shopping !!! i wana go porter shop !! i wana buy wallet if thy ve or i go guitar shop !! but ster asked me go learn first den go get one guitar .. i wana learn but i ve got no time !! my schdeule is so damn tight !!! i liked got no time fur everything !!! i ned a break !! serioulsy a long long break !! tuh relax myself !! or should i get itouch ??? it seems tt we are hitting our daily sales target !! and liked got extra money take !!! lolx ... money face !!! i rili wana go buy alot of things !!! new phone !!! n72 !!! hmm ... new tv set !!! new closet !! new double deck bed !!! wah !! my money seems tuh be liked alot liked tt siia .. sianx .. i will end my topic fur todae .. wana go eat again !! very hungry !!! ps: I HATE TERMS AND CONDITION !!!! Labels: left hander guitar =) |
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title: hmm .. sianx .. sad .. hurt .. pain .. emo .. whiie can't it be tt i'm th one tuh be th first tuh noe everything ?? whiie keep it from me ?? whiie ??
................ i noe i can't win ur heart liked how she wins urs .. i noe i dun stand a chnces at all ., but i will do my very best !! i ows wanted tuh tell eu face tuh face tt i rili love eu !! but i ve got not enough courage tuh do so .. but if i can turn back time i'm sure tuh tell eu .. th onli thing i wana asked eu would eu forgive me fur wat i've said yesterdae night ? give me a chances tuh ment it back !!!
ps: no one will manufacture a lock without a key .. similary god wun give a problem without solution .... Labels: give me strength tuh move on .. |
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