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title: was happie yesterdae,but thnx tuh some idiot my mood swing completely!!some closer was late,came at 7pm instead of 6pm.my blood boiled fur a moment.suppose tuh go home early.feeling very sick!!having flu headache n fever.
stress.customer in alot at cafe!n i'm alone!!!lucky jason help me fur a while.but jason complain whiie alot of things dun ve.den i sae of cos lah!!!i was liked freaking alone n customer in alot from jux now.!!i told him if find anything dun ve stock up himself.self services.. hardly ve th chance tuh sit down or wat!!!gave jason th balck face!he help me do some drinks fur customer but i jux told him tuh get off his butt from cafe n dun come n help me.!!dahlia came down!!she tot tt i was a permament beanie!!i told her no i'm not.. ll be out from singapore fur a dae on th 8may!!!yeppie!!!so happie..but not gg tuh th place tt i wana go sad =( i wana go buy shoes n bag!!!tt's th onli thing tt i'm intersted at not cloths fur hari ra ya or kueh kueh!!!but bo bian gg wth my mum so must entertain a bit lah!!!go buy kueh!!! not gg tuh city square nor angsana!!!where else can i go buy shoe n my poter bag???any idea???not rili familiar wth malaysia places!!! at times i duno wats on ur mind!!!todae eu tends tuh care,th next dae eu tends tuh pick a fight wth me!!!!i'm rili confuse lah!!!i can't think anymore!!!fallin sick again!!!still th same wen i eat medicine!!dun sae i never take ur instrution!!!
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title:  i miss him too!!!ian chia bing wen aaron"isn't tt wat eu ows wanted??tuh gave up everything on me??n isn't th time is now??wen i didn't ve tt much strength tuh made eu stay by my side..isn't she th one who can make eu smile??how many times eu tell me or swear i still wun believe it..my dear action speak louder den words.it's th way eu treat me it's totally diffirent.n now eu started tuh realized tt giving up isn't tt easy n it hurts..if anyone were tuh ask me do eu rili liked or love me i would sae no!!eu don't love me nor liked me.it's jux words tt is talking n not th action.n someone asked me dis..[yani do eu still love him??] n th ans was given was yes i do still loves him but not liked him.but wats th point now??n my feeling have changed.not cos i love or liked someone else.but th way he treated me.but no matter wat i ve tuh controlled my feeling n everything.i will let him go wen th time is rth.n th person asked ma again [yani if anyone were tuh love eu n wana be wth eu,will eu be wth him??] n i sae tt i will tell th guy tt i can't love him.n if th person wana be wth me can but i can't love him liked how he love me.but it will be unfair tuh him..n i dun taked seriously now.if wana play play i can.cos deep inside i gussed i still loves him n fur th time being i wana be alone n free...eu may or may not see this post but i want eu tuh noe tt it's time tuh let go of each other.cos eu onces told me tt i'm ows th one who hurts eu!!so i dun wana see eu get hurt again so jux forget everthing about me!!!cos in ur eyes i'm ows th bad person whom hurt ur feeling..." todae i did cafe.n werk start at 7am =/ i ate breakfast wen i almost finishing setting up cafe area.customer damn alot todae!!me n jenny went crazy at cafe,th onli thing puga did was taking order.damn him!!but todae fun werking.most of th time was laughing. jason fall from his bike.n th reason he gave was th floor was slippery.den i sae it was jux an excuses sinces he's late.hahaha..th way he speaks malay was funny.n everyone was laughing at him.cos he tends tuh mixed all th words together. nnn andrea looked liked chuky todae!!lolx..i'm evil!!hmmm...gosh!!i guessed i ve tuh sae dis..i lost smurf(azuan) number.i duno how tuh get back tuh him!!i dun wana call his store n asked fur his number.it's so embarassing!!or asked jo kilat fur his number..wait jo kilat thinks i fallen fur him.i will die lah. even tilaga asked tt am i azuan GF!??wen i sae no!!she dun even believe me!!maybe some idiot talked about me uuh!!i onli noe tt he told some of th ppl dere tt i'm his GF but actually i'm not.bloody him!!i rili do miss him lah!!all th crappy looked tt he ve.!!miss th part tt i can smack him wen he sae something bad about me.i miss eu lah azuan!!! man!!my fren is getting married.n i duno wat tuh wear fur th wedding.shit!!some sae dun wear black dress.!!but i was thinking of wearing black dress n a high cut shoes!!!it will looked cool!!great mind thinks aliked.!!andrea ve th same thinking as me!!!hahax..but scarred i will looked funny wth dresses!!th wedding is held at jurong east =/ one word tt i can sae is FAR!!!!! ps:ni ai wo hai shi ta   Labels: give it up |
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title: san geng ban ye, Savish de wo
zhi ting jian Ojisan qi zhao dan che mai zhao man tou Yohji Han Desu, ni jiu jing zai na li nan dao ni you shi zai Kurabu chang zhao Nakashi you oh bu zhi dao ni, huan ai bu ai wo wo na li zuo cuo, qing ni kuai gao su wo, wo da bu huan shou, wo ma bu huan kou zhi yao ni shuo yi sheng "Ai shitteru" bie shuo Sayonara Hitori De, gu ku ling ding de wo ku deng zhao Anata liang nian san ge yue mei you xiao xi kuai yao fa feng, wo ting dao men ling sheng Sumimasen zhai ji bian shuo ta yao zhao de zai ge bi oh wo huai yi, ni yi jing bu ai wo xiang yao li kai wo wo qiu ni bu yao zou wo wei ni jian fei, wo wei ni he zui qing bu yao shuo ni yi bu ai wo qin ai de Anata (Anata Anata oh , please don't go!) wo yao ni zhi dao, wo yong yuan ai ni ru guo shi qu ni, wo jiu huo bu xia qu wo men zui Match, wo bu hui guai ni yin wei you yi tian ni hui kan jian wo pa chu dian shi ji ps:说你会永远陪着我 Say that you will forever be by my side Labels: learning chinese |
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title: it's hard tuh make tong tuh get out from th bed!!!i didn't disturb her beauty sleep.is xie asked me tuh call her tuh wake her up so i call her.!!i tired my very best tuh get out from my house late.but i can't seems tuh understand whiie do i always th first one tuh reach th destination tt we re meeting!!!
no matter how far th place is or near i'm always th first one tuh be dere.=____= bo bian ah!!two fat pig walked very slow!!acompany xie fur interview!!find th job boring!!!after tt we went our separate ways. tong n xiew went tuh sengkang or punggol i oso duno!!!i went tuh PS tuh take my stuff!!!and tada!!i got my bag le!!!nice big!!can put lots of things inside!!!can even put a laptop!!hahah..was wondering wat phone should i get.!! my phone is killing me!!damn it!!!bored!!!will be werking rather late fur this few daes or week!!!damn!!!i'm feeling sick again!!!my medicine haven't finish yet but falling sick soon..whiie do i ve tuh fall sick fur so many times this year??? ps:W960i or W950i or M600i Labels: waiting tuh see eu again |
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title: Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. ps:Shi huai shuo le tai duo jiu cheng zhen bu liao Recalling too much of the past words can accomplish nothing Labels: getting my poter bag todae =)))) |
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title: Like a sad movie on a screen Our story has no happy ending Now my world is cold like fallen snow A cold lonely wind blows We kissed goodbye on a lonely street And then you walked away from me Now my heart, it waits, to accept sorrow Tell me how to make you see What I'm feeling in my heart 'cause I'm hanging on memories And try not to fall apart It's like I'm drifting Like a kite with a broken string I keep holding on But boy I really need you here with me ps:A memory, now and 'til forever Labels: take a bow |
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title: bored at home!!!rotting liked hell!!no one at home.younger brother n younger sis go sch.third sis go werk.mum,dad n third brother went tuh pay a visit at my grandmother grave.doing something tuh it!!
quarrell wth joanne yesterdae!!but i dun give a damn!!do wat i'm doing!!she tired tuh talk tuh me.but i walked away!! texted him yesterdae night asking about some stuff.but he seems tuh be dead!!THANKS tuh some ppl!!open th big freaking mouth!!shut ur mouth fur a monent ok!!n dun intefer between me n him. if eu liked him jux tell me straight.i doesn't need ppl wth big mouth liked eu around ok!!jux shut up n scram!!! each time ppl asking me where is she n so on.i'm jux tired of answering th same old ans tuh everyone!! dear: thursdae eu werk wat time ah.? suiteheart:sorrie who is this .? dear:=_____=...rbk(terrible) suiteheart:sorrie lah!!i changed me phone so ur number never saved inside my sim!! dear:yani here from ps.can eu pls save my number!! suiteheart:thursdae i'm on annual leave.whiie.? dear:ok!never mind! suiteheart:whiie?tell me... dear:ah yo..nothing lah!!jux ask ask onli suiteheart:okay dear:thursdae annual leave go where.? suiteheart:meeting my beloved GF n gg fur my theory dear:theory? suiteheart:my bike theory dear:ok..so liked tt i dun disturb eu already le lah!! suiteheart:huh.? dear:huh?huh?huh?wat wat wat wat? suiteheart:i'm tired dear:ok lorx..tired den go sleep lorx.. suiteheart:hey..i'm tired..i jux come back from home..not enough sleep last night..so pls dun make me angry.. dear:huh?eu told me tt ure tired den i sae go sleep..anything wrong?? suiteheart:tt one i typed wrong dear:nevermind it's ok!!i'm used tuh it.since eu tired go sleep bahx..... ps:eu left unsaid Labels: Stardust 2009 Finals 15th May Zouk. |
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title: hmmm..
What does a true friend means tuh eu??
eu may ve many friends.but how many true fren do eu ve??eu doesn't need tuh ve lots n lots of true fren.onli few would do.cos not all friends would respect eu fur who ure.still counting on n now it's liked 7 or 8yrs tt i ve noe them..seeing each other growth up!!seems tuh be a wonderfull thing!!th hardship which ve been gone through!!lolx..wanting tuh see eu guys tuh get married!!hahax..n no nasi babi fur me ok??invite me must ve halal food!!many frens is getting married!!stress..at th young aged!!th commitment level very very high worx!! ps:would eu be there fur me?? Labels: keep ur hands off him =) |
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title: hmmm..wen was th last time i did blogging.??6daes ago??alomst tuh a week man!!ve been very busy lately.busy meeting ppl up..buying present fur ppl..eating supper wth frens..werking mid shift dis month.!!
went tuh watched movie on mondae!!12rounds!!nice show!!thumbs up!!!if i were as strong as john ceena!!after th movie everyone is gg their own ways!xie meeting alex..tong went home..steph took bus home.nnn i head down tuh tanglin mall!!!go meet him!! sit dere fur an hour taking craps!!den evertime it's me ve tuh believe n sae tt he's ***E n *******E..gosh!!!n i jux entertain him!!asked him tuh sent me tuh th busstop!tot of walkning but he insisted me of taking th motorbike wth him.chased after th bus since it's empty.!!feels save wen he ride!! tuesdae night meet steph n xie at bugis!!they were eating dinner.i was jux nice getting down at bugis wanting tuh take bus home.so i jux meet them fur a while.den went back home!!yesterdae was rather fun at werk!!bosses travell.robert asked me tuh do fries in th evening!! jason was doing flitering!!so i got pissed off by him!!cos he talked alot.so i decided tuh hide th flitering stick!!!hahahax..5mins later den he started tuh realize tt th stick was missing!i was laughing damn loud!!jason tot it was steven who keep it!!so i laugh again!!n sae how can it be steven??steven is assembler leh!! den stupid tressa came wth rajah n joanne!!so i jux told him where is th stick!!cos doean't wana let th manager noe!!onli robert noe tt i took it!!after told him where it is i laugh again n again!!i noe i'm evil!!but can't blame me!!if not th store will be dead!! waited fur xie n tong.we went tuh cheena town!!den went tuh vivo city!!damn it th kinder suprise at candy empire cost $4.80 each.damn expensive se!!i was liked stunt liked siao!! view dis vedio:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HU6u-TKxrEA ps:don't let go Labels: save me |
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title: almost late fur werk..
rajah talked tuh me.. bought andrea wedding gift.. saving money fur some reason.. now at xuan house.. eating supper wth them.. tmr 8am.. haven't wash cafe uniform.. gtg.. ps:busy Labels: time is precious |
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title: tired!!ve been washing th machine fur this three daes.my leg was liked transformed into jelly.climb up n down run here n dere.gosh!it's liked i'm th onli person noe how tuh wash th machine now.i mean th opening crew.damn it!!!
haven't been sleeping many nights.if ve i onli get tuh sleep fur few hours onli.texted azuan on tuesdae night till wednesdae morning.didn't expected him tuh do closing.so i texted him till he finished his werk.we texted about our problems n things in th store. if i noe i wun open my mouth n tell him wat th manager talked about him.he said tt he wanted tuh buy motorbike.n after got th motorbike he's changing his job tuh be a rider.one is in mac n th other one is pizza hut.he's liked so small n wanting tuh ve two job. told him many times not tuh ve many jobs.it will be tiring.but doesn't wana listen.den i told him up tuh him lah!!give him some of my lil hopes.n told him tt no matter wat if he neds someone tuh talke tuh can always find me.will be dere fur him if he neded me. went tuh eat dinner wth esther,xuan n elv.suppose tuh go jurong.but decided tuh go sp instead.our meeting place was esther house.it ve been a long time tt i ve been tuh her house.i took bus 7tuh eunos.wanted tuh drop at xuan house.den i walked tuh my house n put my things.but i got lazy. so jux take th bus tuh eunos.called xuan tuh ask her tt i will be waiting fur her.so i waited den walked tuh esther house.esther mum sae i growth fat!!i was liked hahax..now not fat le!!i'm being skinny n skinny..have not been eating fur so many daes.onli eat one dae meal. i texted him.asking whether is he ok not.cos wen i was in th fitting room he was outsied at th crew room singing so loud.liked as if he's heart broken or wat.he sange tonghua n forever love song.hahax..at night den he reply me.but was rather late.my phone kept ringing every mins if i never response tuh it. so i jux reply him.i was tired n he asked me tuh do my things den i told him.yep i'm doing my things now which is sleeping..i didn't rili expect him tuh sae sorrie tuh me.i was puzzled fur a moment.i asked him wats th sorrie fur.den he told me. my face was liked =________=....i didn't take it tuh my heart.so it's ok!!never hold any hard thing in my heart.can't possibely be tt wat i sae he must listen rth??who i am tuh him sia??fur him tuh listen tuh me.if he doesn't wana talked tuh me wat can i do??tell him tt i would die not hearing his voice??it's up tuh him wat he's doing rth?? i jux can accepted wat he's doing or treating me wart!!tt's my life n i choose it tuh be dis way.tt's th obstacle tuh me so let it be bahx..i'm not blaming him anything.ur apologie is accepted!!!he supposed tuh accompany me msg,cos he's th one who wake me up..den it doesn't last fur long he fall asleep... everyone is liked a zhu!!!sleep so damn early!!!hmmm..feeling very very bored!!doesn't ve th feeling tuh go werk tmr!!feels liked gg shopping!!!anyone wana go out wth my tmr???i wana go watched movie at th new shopping centre at bugis n buy some present.n wedding gift fur andrea. my parents will be out of town wth my first sis on saturde.gg malaysia but i can't seems tuh be remembered which part of malaysia!!i'm getting old lah!!!but my mum asking me tuh keep money den go malaysia.n xuan asked me tuh save money tuh open my 21st birhtdae at chalet!! clean up my room n evething..now downloading some song n changing my blogskin!!!after doing tt i'm off tuh bed!!feeling tired!! ps:accepted ur apologie Labels: unsaid |
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