"isn't tt wat eu ows wanted??tuh gave up everything on me??n isn't th time is now??wen i didn't ve tt much strength tuh made eu stay by my side..isn't she th one who can make eu smile??how many times eu tell me or swear i still wun believe it..my dear action speak louder den words.it's th way eu treat me it's totally diffirent.n now eu started tuh realized tt giving up isn't tt easy n it hurts..if anyone were tuh ask me do eu rili liked or love me i would sae no!!eu don't love me nor liked me.it's jux words tt is talking n not th action.n someone asked me dis..[yani do eu still love him??] n th ans was given was yes i do still loves him but not liked him.but wats th point now??n my feeling have changed.not cos i love or liked someone else.but th way he treated me.but no matter wat i ve tuh controlled my feeling n everything.i will let him go wen th time is rth.n th person asked ma again [yani if anyone were tuh love eu n wana be wth eu,will eu be wth him??] n i sae tt i will tell th guy tt i can't love him.n if th person wana be wth me can but i can't love him liked how he love me.but it will be unfair tuh him..n i dun taked seriously now.if wana play play i can.cos deep inside i gussed i still loves him n fur th time being i wana be alone n free...eu may or may not see this post but i want eu tuh noe tt it's time tuh let go of each other.cos eu onces told me tt i'm ows th one who hurts eu!!so i dun wana see eu get hurt again so jux forget everthing about me!!!cos in ur eyes i'm ows th bad person whom hurt ur feeling..."


todae i did cafe.n werk start at 7am =/ i ate breakfast wen i almost finishing setting up cafe area.customer damn alot todae!!me n jenny went crazy at cafe,th onli thing puga did was taking order.damn him!!but todae fun werking.most of th time was laughing.

jason fall from his bike.n th reason he gave was th floor was slippery.den i sae it was jux an excuses sinces he's late.hahaha..th way he speaks malay was funny.n everyone was laughing at him.cos he tends tuh mixed all th words together.

nnn andrea looked liked chuky todae!!lolx..i'm evil!!hmmm...gosh!!i guessed i ve tuh sae dis..i lost smurf(azuan) number.i duno how tuh get back tuh him!!i dun wana call his store n asked fur his number.it's so embarassing!!or asked jo kilat fur his number..wait jo kilat thinks i fallen fur him.i will die lah.

even tilaga asked tt am i azuan GF!??wen i sae no!!she dun even believe me!!maybe some idiot talked about me uuh!!i onli noe tt he told some of th ppl dere tt i'm his GF but actually i'm not.bloody him!!i rili do miss him lah!!all th crappy looked tt he ve.!!miss th part tt i can smack him wen he sae something bad about me.i miss eu lah azuan!!!

man!!my fren is getting married.n i duno wat tuh wear fur th wedding.shit!!some sae dun wear black dress.!!but i was thinking of wearing black dress n a high cut shoes!!!it will looked cool!!great mind thinks aliked.!!andrea ve th same thinking as me!!!hahax..but scarred i will looked funny wth dresses!!th wedding is held at jurong east =/ one word tt i can sae is FAR!!!!!




ps:ni ai wo hai shi ta

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