Ai ni bu shi yin wei ni de mei er yi
Wo yue lai yue ai ni mei ge yan shen chu dong wo de xin
Yin wei ni rang wo kan jian Forever cai liao jie zi ji
Wei lai zhe xie ri zi yao hao hao zhen xi

Ai wo you xie tong ku you xie bu gong ping
Ru guo zhen de ai wo bu shi li suo dang ran de jue ding
Gan dao ni de hu xi zai wo er bian xiang wei feng shen qi
Wen rou de an fu wo de bu an ding
Suo yi wo yao mei tian yan jiu ni de xiao rong Wo... duo me zi ran

Forever Love..Forever Love
Wo zhi xiang yong zhe yi bei zi qu ai ni
Cong jin yi hou ni hui shi suo you xing fu de li you

Ai qing shi chang zui mei zui yuan de lu xing
Yan tu yu ji ni ning ou er zu ai wo men de qian jin
Gan dao ni de ti wen zai wo huai li xiang yang guang he xu
Qiao miao de rong hua wo de bu an ding
Bu ke si yi zheng ming wo ai ni de li you Wo... duo me zi ran

Forever Love..Forever Love
Wo zhi xiang yong wo zhe yi bei zi qu ai ni
Cong jin yi hou ni hui shi suo you xing fu de li you

Ni gan dong de yan jing
Wo chen mo de sheng yin
Fang fu jiu shi zui hao de zheng ming
Jiu rang wo zai shuo yi ci, I love you Oh...
Zhi dao yong yuan...

Oh...Forever Love..Forever Love
Wo zhi xiang yong wo zhe yi bei zi qu ai ni
Cong jin yi hou ni hui shi suo you xing fu de li you
Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love


ps:forever love

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todae was late fur werk!!reached mac at 8.14am!!and suppose tuh start at 8am.!!lucky syed was busy talking on th phone wth duno who!!dun care cos he always talked tuh someone on th phone..

had my break wth noreen!!and we shared some tots wth each other..and she tells me tt i ve changed tuh someone else..whom dun rili cares about wat others sae n tends tuh be not firece now den before..

and she saes tt now me and her friendship is beta den last time..gettin closer!!hahax..aunty lily and uncle kok quarell again!!!and i'm being th centre person again!!!again and again i'm being th centre person!!th feeling sux eu noe!!

everyone asked me wat happen wen actually i dun rili noe wat th hell went wrong.!!and as eu can see aunty lily wants tuh win in everything!!and tried tuh sae tt it was uncle kok fault!!and i can even see th tears tt gg tuh fall from her eyes..

and it wasn't uncle kok fault ok!!!not helping him but i'm saeing th truth!!

i drop an espresso glass todae wen syed was scolding me.!!my hand is wet and got soap!!so it slip and drop..not cos i was angry and throw it on purppose.!!i ve noreen as my witness..boss came asking me whiie i throw th glass on th floor..

it's liked re eu nuts.??throw it on th floor.??i rather throw it at ur face instead lah!!!!

walked under th rain!!feeling kind of like heavy now my head!!my hand still hurts!!and and i got some red dots on my hand!!and wat if wat if wat if........nothing!!i got dis red spots everywhere at my hands..gosh!!!seeing doctor is way tuh expensive!!!

and thnx fur th adviced!!i'm not trying not tuh listen or wat!!thnx fur th concerned and everthing!!!!i do take ur adviced and everthing!!and try tuh understnd wat i'm gg through!!it's not easy being th centre person and everthing ok.??not tuh sae tt who tuh belive in whoeva!!and eu all sae dis and he sae tt.!!!give me a break please ok.??i'm happy th way it is!!and if eu all think tt i'm still dreaming it's ok!!cos i noe wat i'm doing now...

received call from th company!!happy fur a monent!!but sux!!dress code is formal wear.two company called me!!all th best fur my interview dis fridae!!

i saw dis post at http://fauzirassull.blogspot.com/
fauzi rassull singapore onli male bitch..


DISGUSTING!

But I'm fine with Singlish as it is our national identity and a national disgrace to the rest of the world.

Am I right to say this?


So this leads me to a more exciting point!
What makes you think being a Singaporean is cool?
PRETENTIOUS SINGAPOREANS with a fake American accent


There is no need to try to become "western" though some think that being considered "western" in behaviour, speech and thinking represents superiority and much more classy. Moderating Singlish (for better communication) when communicating with a Westerner is fine. But, never try to adopt his accent please. It's annoying.

I've came across alot of pretentious Singaporeans, particularly who are married to westerners, are like that. They immediately 'act' like one. Others who work with or have western friends do put up an act like they're better than everyone else kinda attitude. Why is that so? Please explain! "Western" by its term is vague. It does not signify all positive. In common consensus, it refers to another ethnic group, the whites/the caucasians, which is different from the Asians and the cultural influences over the latter. We just need to get this in our brain.

I just have to say that Singaporeans (not all) are poseurs who are attracted to something which are not us. For how long are we going to lie to ourselves? For how long are we going to hide things that makes us unique?

I think Singaporeans consider themselves as modern and individualistic first before anything. They think and act in a modern way to survive and keep up with trends of globalisation and with the global situations. They think for themselves and their immediate families, trying to improve their standard of living over time. Who would have thought an accent can improve standard of living and all? Interesting.

Cut the "fake" accent and just be who you are. What is so difficult? Still, I do find it very amusing though when a Singaporean tries to put in an "accent" when they communicate. Hahaha. They sound retarded.




ps:think we should go our seprate ways,i don't want people tuh think that you're th bad guy who plays with my feeling!!nnn even if you doesn't love me,it's ok!!i tried my very best tuh love you!!all i have tuh do is scarifices.even if it hurts deep inside!!it's just a matter of time tuh get better.crying won't solve a thing!!nnn thanks fur being there fur me when i needed you!!nnn thanks fur th memory!!!

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i ve been thinking of deleting my blog or chnaged my blog link..now kindna liked not so into blogging!!duno how tuh sae it but after many times blogging it i find tt i rahter keep things tuh myself den tuh blog it out!!

my hand still hurts!!duno wat else i can do tuh my hand.!!freaking pain evertime i werk!!and at times i ve no choice tt i can't do th station tt th manager asked me..

not tt i'm trying tuh choose station!!i noe some ppl thinks tt i'm choosing station.!!but wateva it is sae wateva eu ppl want cos i dun care at all!!

and yesterdae heard some shocking news from tilaga!!sux lah!!whoeva is spreading tt stupid things please stop it can.??i got nothing tuh do wth him!!and since wen did i went malaysia wth him.??and whiie would i go malaysia wth tt shortie.??

i dun wana aske th person whiie they make dis things up cos i find it childish!!and i think keeping quite ll be better..liked wat andrea is doing.!!

ve been gossiping wth andrea n nooren at werk since we got nothing tuh do.!!haha..and i herad lots of thing from them..hmmmm...

todae boss travelling.!!th one which is in charged of cafe and desert kios!!sux lah!!ruben never turned up..den i acted blur wen they asked me whiie i'm wearing cafe uniform..

todae got hit by sha!!thnx tuh harry tt i got hit by him!!bloody hell!!cos sha asked harry can see th diffrent between sha n andrea size??den harry sae no cos both looked FAT!!!

den i'm th neareast tuh sha..he come and hit me instead!!!and it rili hurts!!!was doing cafe ordering!!asked lots of thing from sha!!!haha...

feeling liked tuh be alone dis few dae!!no mood!!no feeling towards everthing!!!

and blah blah blah....tuh everthing!!!!!!!!!!!!

pls sign my resign letter.!!ve been offered many jobs..sending my resume!!



ps:can ur fren be trusted or re they dere tuh pull ur feeling down???:(((((

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hmmm...before eu asked me tuh think of wat eu sae i ve already think about it.!!i even asked him.!!whiie does he looked liked he still liked s..whiie is he treating me dis way..is he playing wth my feeling n so so on..yah maybe i was blinded by love!!but hmmm..how do i sae dis!!is i spend most of my time wth him n i can feel th love and everthing..i even can sense wen is he having problems or wat.!!

and i never regret anything liked in my previous relationship.!!if i were tuh regret i dun think i ve th courage tuh tell him tt he trip me and i fall fur him..n if i were tuh regret i wun be falling in love..

thnx fur th adviced and everthing.!!yah at times i'm feeling confused n wishes tuh talked tuh someone.!!and my problems is about him..wanting tuh share wth eu all about how is he treating me and everthing..

and horx..if i were him if i dun liked tt someone i wun waste my time coming all th way from malaysia tuh singapore tuh accompany one tipical girl who behave liked a guy!!

and if he were tuh be caculative he can sae tt it's not fair tt he evertime ve tuh come singapore..and i never go malaysia!!

and and and ok dun talk about him le lah!!give him some peace lah!!evertime kept saeing him not good and everthing!!he's a nice guy if eu were tuh spent most of ur time wth him..i mean everydae!!

gosh!!it's liked i'm feeling sick again!!todae kept gg tuh toilet!!every hour sure go toilet!!n my arms still hurts!!oh man!!

and i find jane from cp is nice!!jux tt she ve procedure!!!she's cute!!talked tuh me in chinese den i told her i duno chinese n dun understand chinese..den she sae if i dun understand whiie i can reply her back..i'm liked oopps!!!

den wen she come fur attached everyone at kitchen wana punch out!!it's liked OMG!!!she's th devil lets get out from dere..hahax

she let me go home early cos i volenter since i feeling sick too!!tony and faiz quarell todae over small thing!!stupid lah!!as eu can see faiz words always makes ppl boiled!!so peps pls bear wth this small kid lah ok??

not tuh sae him bad things lah!!!me n him is now in good terms!!and i die dunno how tuh werk wth him tmr.!!blessed me and cool me down!!hope i wun blow up liked i used tuh!!and dun worrie i dun liked him anymore!!

he ve tian hong n i ve someone else in my mind!!and dun be mistaken th ring on my hand is not th history of him n me th ring!!it's my personal ring!!and it ve been a long time tt i wana own my own ring!!but couldn't ve th rth one which caught my eyes!!

but this one rili caught my eyes.!!on display rili doesn't looked nice but after a while wen eu wear it it looked nice on ur finger(:

and one dae i ll make sure i will get my foot out of singapore tuh go malaysia tuh ask eu buy much more healthier food in th hypermarket tuh let eu eat at home!!not maggiie mee!!even onli eat one maggiie mee a dae it's not healthy!!dun kill urself wth such food can?

if eu dun wana bring me it's ok!!but i ll force eu!!and i will bring myself tuh find eu in malaysia and bring eu go shop fur healthier food!!!bluke!!!:P



ps:underwater world here i come!!!

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We were as one baby
Fur a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
Tt eu would always be mine

Now eu want tuh be free
So I'm letting eu fly
Cause I noe in my heart babe
Our love ll never die
No!

Eu'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of eu indefinitely
Boy don't eu noe eu can't escape me
Ooh darling cause eu'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling dis strong
No way ure never gonna shake me
Oh darling cause eu'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg eu tuh stay
If ure determined tuh leave boy
I ll not stand in ur way
But inevitably eu'll be back again
Cause ya noe in ur heart babe
Our love ll never end no

I noe tt eu'll be back boy
When ur days and ur nights get a little bit colder oh
I noe tt, eu'll be right back, babe
Oh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time



ps:always be my baby!!

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i started tuh realized something..i'm growthing fatter.!!!my finger is getting fat!!not liked it used tuh be..my face is liked getting rounder n rounder.!!!gosh!!i ve tuh go on diet..trying tuh eat two meals a dae or one meal a dae liked before..no more four meals a dae.

FAT!!!i'm dead if i'm becoming fat.!!my mum sae tt i seems happy tt's whiie i'm fat.!!n i told her no i'm not happy.!!n fur wat i'm happy fur tuh growth fat.??

hmmm..i'm not being myself dis few daes.!!can't rili ve time tuh sleep!!another night tt i can't sleep.!!habit again..kindna pissed off wth boss todae.!!if onli killing is not a crime i will be th first tuh kill her.!!

she makes me boiled early in th moring.!!can she jux shut her freaking mouth!!kept scolding ppl around.!!!agrrh!!!!!!!n todae is my bad mood dae!!ppl kept finding problems liked nobody business..freak them!!


it's time tuh let go even if it's hurt eu th most or crying deep inside w/o he/she noeing it.!tt is wat ure thinking rth now!!n ure confused by him/her.th wat he/she treats eu..wen he/she saes tt lets be fren again..but th way he/she treats eu is not liked fren but it's more den tt..which sets eu thinking deep inside till eu feel liked crying..

he/she saes dun push ur feeling towards him/her..but eu started tuh think.who's th one who push th feeling.??whether it's eu or him/her.?action speaks louder den words..and yah!!now is him/her action is speaking..not liked last time his/her words speaking louder den his/her action..

but dun eu think it's too late tuh act now.??wen everthing is over.??ure not regret of anything..if you regret would eu ever tell him/her tt euu ve fallen fur him/her.??would eu??eu wouldn't rth.??and would eu treat him/her liked someone in th pass.??

but think he/she did lots of things fur eu..

he/she came down tuh accompany eu!!even wen he/she couldn't make it on ure bdae!!he made a dae fur eu.!!accompany eu th whole dae.!!wanted tuh sent eu home too...but it's cos eu told him/her wat happen n it ended in dis state


loves:"who re eu tuh me now.??"
sweet:"i.....don't.....know......also...!!!"
loves:"playing wth my feeling.?"
sweet:"if i were tuh play wth ur feeling i wun come down tuh accompany eu!!"
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sweet:"lets be normal fren so tt ppl wun talked about us"
sweet:"maybe they sae is rth,tt i will cheat ur feeling!!!"
loves:"eu should sae it in th first placce tt eu dun liked me"
sweet:"i never sae anything"
loves:"whiie do eu ve listen tuh wat ppl ve tuh sae about us.??"
sweet:"this is wat i'm thinkin.i dun care about wat ppl sae"
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ps:can i ve th last moment wth eu?


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there is something which i don't know how tuh explain..i'm wordsless!!i dun wana be in this stead!!but i ve tuh slowly take my time tuh cleard myself wth everyone n tuh myself n him..i jux duno wen i can..taking one steps at a time.!!valentines dae was few dae ago..

HAPPY VALENTINE DAE!!!

sorry fur th late post..kinda busy dis few daes n feeling v sick!!enjoyed my dae.!my first ever valentine daes was so enjoyable.!!lols..sorry eu can't get tuh see th things tt i wanted tuh show eu.!!

but i never bluff about tt thing.!!i'm sorry..but i'm glad eu enjoyed ur dae.!!even i'm not tt so active on tt dae..I'M SORRY!!!

seriously ah!!!even no roses or wateva i still enjoy.!!!as long i ve someone special wth me i'm happy..WAO!!over th moon!!

lolx..hmmm..argument over a small matter..hahax..i'm not th onli person who ve dis on a very special dae.!!couples was everywhere walking..

enough of it!!todae do moring..v tired cos never sleep th whole freaking night!!agrrh!!ps mac seriously can close down.!!!everthing all dun ve..very pissed off lorx.!!evertime must st..early moring need tuh call other store..

amazingly tt F talked tuh me..and it's liked i'm not into tt.!!i dun wana be his fren or wat.!!not ready tuh make fren..

now wth lao xia..lao xie and lao tong!!oops!!!hahahax...



ps:i'm sorry tt my words hurt eu!!

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hmmm..kindna feel very sencitive now a daes.!!dun blame me if i give attituted tuh anyone of eu..but so far never lah!!th onli thing i can sae is tt beware of th words tt eu ppl sae tuh me..dun get offended if i were tuh be rude tuh eu ppl.!!if eu ppl wasn't rude talking tuh me i wun be talking in a rude maner horx.!!

haiix..injured my arms again thnx tuh those ppl who kept hitting my hand!!wen i ve already told them not tuh hit it.!!must eat medicine already!!eventhough it makes me feels sleepy.!!wen i stop eating it,it will pain again n again.

but haiix!!as eu ppl noe i hate tuh eat medicine!!i was force tuh eat so many medicine yesterdae!!western typed n chinese typed of medicine!!AGRRH!!!i wana die soon of eating it lah!!it can took me one hour tuh eat one pills ok!!i rather not falling sick.!!

if i were tuh fall ill very seriously,i rather die at home or stay at home.cos i dun wana see doctor n eat th medicine!!yucks!!OMG!!!dun blame me ok.!!but my parents used force by asking me eat th medicine.if not i rather dun eat lah..

tmr is valentine dae!!!most ppl is happy!!hahax..duno whiie they are happy fur.??crazy rth.??eu can liked celebrate it everydae wth ur loves one..

and AH TONG is being n idiot!!kept sae things tt WAH!!so good tmr somone can go out wth th sweet sweet!!nothing beta tuh do isit ah.??den eu go out wth ur girl girl lah!!oops!!hahax..

i'm so waiting fur IT show..so tt i can buy either laptop or my ipod touch!!hahax..stop saeing tt i kept spending my money ok!!!it's my own hard earn money.!!n i deserved something ok of all th hard werk!!

hope tmr we can enjoy our dae together.!!wth no worries n problems..wish me all th best tmr





ps:looking forwad tuh valentine dae!!

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th one which i misses th most.!!it's not tt i ve forgoten about eu ppl..at times i'm busy wth my thing..and i oso noe tt eu ppl is busy too..but wish tt we ll gather again soon.and i'm looking forward fur it.!!wish tt we can spent our time liked past year..thnx fur being dere wen i need eu ppl..it's not tt i ve other fren which i forget about eu guys!!eventhough i never msg or call eu guys tuh asked how ve eu guys been or wat.but stil in my heart n mind dere is eu ppl..eu ppl re not forgoten.!!



ps:friends forever

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here again i'm blogging..ah dei see wat see ah.?think wat.?i will talk bad about eu ah.?hahax..dun ask me who i'm refering tuh lah..todae do cafe..haiix actually was happie derx den quarell wth stupid traine manager..freak him LAH!!duno wen tuh help n wen not tuh help..how long le in th store still can't run shift n mange our ppl..bloody hell make my blood boiled onli!!haiix..shouldn't waste my time on this kind of freak!!try tuh be nice tuh him oso no use..he wun take in ppl advice or wat lorx..he thinks tt he got a diploma is a big thing..agrrh!!!i'm takng diploma cert dis year too ok!!!which is much more better den urs!!agrrh!!!saturdae is valentine daes!!gg out wth XXXX secret!!SHH!!dun need tuh know who lah..hahax..i'm being bad!!hahax..here talking shit tuh some idiot fren of mine.!!planning of killing who n wat we should do n buy wat n wat we should do..!!bloody fren of mine hahax..1st assit aske me tuh take wsq fur batch grill!!of mine!!MARCH i'm taking it.!!n i dun want cos it's hard n i dun wana take th challenged!!!not dun wan is i'm lazy ok???hahax..tmr is my off dae..yea v happie.!!!




ps:i'm so missing eu!!

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REMINDER
dun tag me if eu peps wana adivce or encourage or blame me in my blog about xxxx.PLS PLS do msg me instead!!ok.??i dun wana anithing tuh happen or ans tuh any question if anyone of eu were tuh get offended or anithing..i dun want war!!thnx


wish tuh noe something from me.??i'm not wth him,he's jux someone special tuh me now.!!i ve tuh complete my studies n he ve tuh complete his studies too.dun rili ve much time fur each other.and yep i did went out wth him on saturdae cos i ve no intention of gg tuh werk n i made him give th manager excuses.and my excusesed fur them was i need tuh go fur my graduation dae.!!haha(=

made him come tuh th nearest mrt station near my house tuh wait fur me cos i'm always late wen meeting him.actually is not i late is he early lorx.!!evertime sae i late.!!but i was early..he asked me where i wana go but i didn't ans him.cos i ve no idea where i wana go!!

so went tuh th bus stop waited fur bus 80 tuh come..den he asked "so we gg bugis.?"den i sae "bus 80 go alot of place other den bugis"..den i sae tuh him "wen i feel liked getting down th bus den i will get down.."so we went tuh city hall!!haha..walked tuh suntec den tuh marina square.

den i told him tt i wanted tuh eat since i feel hungry..den eat.!!i was forced tuh eat th veggi!!but i refuse!!cos th veggi looks disgusting tuh me!!den after i eat not he eat we went tuh th DURIAN!!hahax..but i was being an idiot and i told him tt it's a previlege tt i bring him see two big DURIAN!!hahax..as per normall!!YANI

then he saw th melion!!so wanted tuh go dere but while walking we looked into th water and saw fish!!eu noe FISH!!!but at first i can't see.!!den i scold him IDIOT!!cos i can't see..den we quarell fur a while cos i sae tt th fish is LOHAN fish!!damn him..he wanted tuh throw my phone in th water..but never lah cos i will kill him instead!!

den walked walked den we reached th business districted!!seriously i duno how we got dere..den as we walked we reach clarke quay!!went tuh th shopping center since i long time not been there..n th shopping center seems tuh be boring!!walked around,went tuh harvey norman tuh see coms!!n he being an idoit n asked me tuh figure it out wat he's trying tuh typed!!but in th end i dunno n i give up!!n th ans was...hahahx!!secret can't sae!!

den we took bus tuh bugis.cos i duni how tuh walked from clarke quay tuh bugis as th bus drive pass he scolded me n sae whiie must take bus we can walked dere wat!!den i told him i duno how tuh walked tuh bugis n i'm tired i need air corn n sit down..den go bugis watched movie WEDDING GAME!!funny show..hahax..actually wanted tuh watched brides war but too late th time..

after movie we went tuh eat!!hahax..hungry ghost fur me!!eat n eat n eat..kuang kuang kuang..finish eat we went walked walked at th bugis street den walked le..den he sae lets go home!!den i rili tot he wanted tuh go home so i headed tuh th bus stop,den he asked where am i gg.?den i sae tot eu sae wana go home so go home lah!!

reached bus top he waited fur my bus n he did something which makes me fee liked wanting tuh kill him!!but tuh think again wats th point rth!!tuh get angry wth him after all we had a wonderfull saturdae.!!so i jux remain silent since my phone got scratched!!which was done by him..hmmm

sundae werk!!kindna happy fur a while cos i can werk wth him till afternoon.wen th bloody 1st assit chase me tuh DK!!which i hated th most!!n he knew tt i was angry!!but i jux remain silent again since i ve already promise him not tuh scold vurgal!!didn't went back home wth him yesterdae cos his face seems tuh be black again!!so i asked him wen he reached malaysia!!

den blah blah blah!!!todae was early fur werk but i was in th crew room doing his homewerk!!jux tuh write it nicely fur him.so he would understand!!but i was too lazy tuh write since he was like dbeside me looking at wat i did lah!!werk fur a while n went centre point fur attachment!!bloddy hell i kick th boxes n scolded everyone!!even i break th promise fur scolding vurgal!!he can see tt i'm angry.!!i even ignored boss wen she's talking tuh me!!but lucky SUJUAN was dere.hahax..my GF!!oops!!kidding onli i'm not less ok??

aft attachment went back tuh store n saw him having his break so i sti down enjoying wth him n XIE told me something evil tt she ve done!!it's liked SHIT eu!!next time do it on RAJAH shift oso lah!!hahax..den xie being kpo n asked wat paper i'm giving tuh him whiie i so good tuh him!!den i sae it's our wedding paper so jux shut up n eat ur food!!hahax..den she sae whiie got GRINDDING words dere..den i told her before we get married we must grind each other first!!it's iked..tt's his homewerk tt i'm doing fur him lah!!hahax..

went back home wth him actually wanted tuh meet xia they all at pennisular..but i was tired n need tuh do something at home!!so he waited fur my bus..while waiting we got caught red handed!!shit th person!!!hahax..but it was nothing actually jux tt th person is jealous tt he's waiting fur my bus..hahax..

we talked talked talked..den my bus came n i went back home n now i'm blogging..hahax













ps: i love eu

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aren't they just CUTE!??actually it's th same baby.eu peps may think that i'm nuts!!but i just find BABY is cute!!they are adorable.but come tuh th worst is,i hate when they cry..kindna feel sad wen they cry.!!when seeing them,it makes me feel happy!!eu can see th smile on my face wen i see them..tuh think down th road i'm afraid of getting married!!th comitment..th responsiblity..tuh be th best daughter-in-law??gosh!!it's scarry!!worst nightmare of all..i'm onli 20 this year but all this thing came tuh my mind.tuh think in 7 or 8more years..SCARRY!!seeing many married couples ending up in divorce..hmmm..being old is not easy uh!!

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i can't always cry when i'm sad.i can't always smile when i'm happy.i tends tuh daydream more..at times i rili can't cry when i'm sad or smile when i'm happy..i can't do all that!!th words that i can describe fur me now is in a mess!!i need time tuh sorth things out!!i just doesn't know what tuh sae.not tuh sae that eu peps don't understand me!!thnx fur th concerned..but i seriously need time!!two daes at home rotting!!yesterdae went tuh see doctor cos my right hand seems tuh be getting worst!!swallown from my arms till my finger..bloody peps kept smacking my hand liked as if i'm faking them.!!XIA help me tuh take ice since none of them wanted tuh help me.!!den i was told tuh wipe tray!!i told 1st assit tt i can't cos it will took v long fur me,cos i'm depending on one side of my hand!!den he replied me so i shouldn't rely on eu lah!?i should rely on someone else.?so got v pissed off den i jux walked away wth black face n wipe th freaking tray.!!den i asked th short 2nd assit whether i can go home?den she sae no BOSSES is coming!!den i sae eu peps jux dun care about their own peps health they jux care more about th werk n BOSSES.!!was angry fur awhile den was told tuh punch out.!!den while walking i stared tuh think about SHA!!cos i forgoten everything about him.!!i'm so sorry SHA!!i'm not being selfish jux tuh go home jux liked that.i seriously gg home tuh see doctor!!n sorry tuh sujuan!!i'm suppose tuh go home wth her but i never cos i'm feeling sick!!n thkx fur th concerned!!called me in th middle of th night jux tuh asked how's my hand!!!thnx alot!!n tuh him!!!i'm still waiting fur th ans!!hope by todae eu give me th ans so tt i know wat excussed tuh give tuh boss!!

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