i can't always cry when i'm sad.i can't always smile when i'm happy.i tends tuh daydream more..at times i rili can't cry when i'm sad or smile when i'm happy..i can't do all that!!th words that i can describe fur me now is in a mess!!i need time tuh sorth things out!!i just doesn't know what tuh sae.not tuh sae that eu peps don't understand me!!thnx fur th concerned..but i seriously need time!!two daes at home rotting!!yesterdae went tuh see doctor cos my right hand seems tuh be getting worst!!swallown from my arms till my finger..bloody peps kept smacking my hand liked as if i'm faking them.!!XIA help me tuh take ice since none of them wanted tuh help me.!!den i was told tuh wipe tray!!i told 1st assit tt i can't cos it will took v long fur me,cos i'm depending on one side of my hand!!den he replied me so i shouldn't rely on eu lah!?i should rely on someone else.?so got v pissed off den i jux walked away wth black face n wipe th freaking tray.!!den i asked th short 2nd assit whether i can go home?den she sae no BOSSES is coming!!den i sae eu peps jux dun care about their own peps health they jux care more about th werk n BOSSES.!!was angry fur awhile den was told tuh punch out.!!den while walking i stared tuh think about SHA!!cos i forgoten everything about him.!!i'm so sorry SHA!!i'm not being selfish jux tuh go home jux liked that.i seriously gg home tuh see doctor!!n sorry tuh sujuan!!i'm suppose tuh go home wth her but i never cos i'm feeling sick!!n thkx fur th concerned!!called me in th middle of th night jux tuh asked how's my hand!!!thnx alot!!n tuh him!!!i'm still waiting fur th ans!!hope by todae eu give me th ans so tt i know wat excussed tuh give tuh boss!!

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