title: i started tuh realized something..i'm growthing fatter.!!!my finger is getting fat!!not liked it used tuh be..my face is liked getting rounder n rounder.!!!gosh!!i ve tuh go on diet..trying tuh eat two meals a dae or one meal a dae liked before..no more four meals a dae.
FAT!!!i'm dead if i'm becoming fat.!!my mum sae tt i seems happy tt's whiie i'm fat.!!n i told her no i'm not happy.!!n fur wat i'm happy fur tuh growth fat.?? hmmm..i'm not being myself dis few daes.!!can't rili ve time tuh sleep!!another night tt i can't sleep.!!habit again..kindna pissed off wth boss todae.!!if onli killing is not a crime i will be th first tuh kill her.!! she makes me boiled early in th moring.!!can she jux shut her freaking mouth!!kept scolding ppl around.!!!agrrh!!!!!!!n todae is my bad mood dae!!ppl kept finding problems liked nobody business..freak them!! SWEETLOVE it's time tuh let go even if it's hurt eu th most or crying deep inside w/o he/she noeing it.!tt is wat ure thinking rth now!!n ure confused by him/her.th wat he/she treats eu..wen he/she saes tt lets be fren again..but th way he/she treats eu is not liked fren but it's more den tt..which sets eu thinking deep inside till eu feel liked crying.. he/she saes dun push ur feeling towards him/her..but eu started tuh think.who's th one who push th feeling.??whether it's eu or him/her.?action speaks louder den words..and yah!!now is him/her action is speaking..not liked last time his/her words speaking louder den his/her action.. but dun eu think it's too late tuh act now.??wen everthing is over.??ure not regret of anything..if you regret would eu ever tell him/her tt euu ve fallen fur him/her.??would eu??eu wouldn't rth.??and would eu treat him/her liked someone in th pass.?? but think he/she did lots of things fur eu.. he/she came down tuh accompany eu!!even wen he/she couldn't make it on ure bdae!!he made a dae fur eu.!!accompany eu th whole dae.!!wanted tuh sent eu home too...but it's cos eu told him/her wat happen n it ended in dis state loves:"who re eu tuh me now.??" sweet:"i.....don't.....know......also...!!!" loves:"playing wth my feeling.?" sweet:"if i were tuh play wth ur feeling i wun come down tuh accompany eu!!" ............ .................. ..................... ........................... .................................. ..................................... sweet:"lets be normal fren so tt ppl wun talked about us" sweet:"maybe they sae is rth,tt i will cheat ur feeling!!!" loves:"eu should sae it in th first placce tt eu dun liked me" sweet:"i never sae anything" loves:"whiie do eu ve listen tuh wat ppl ve tuh sae about us.??" sweet:"this is wat i'm thinkin.i dun care about wat ppl sae" .................. ..................... ........................... .............................. ................................... ...................................... ........................................... .............................................. IF LOVING EU IS A CRIME I RATHER BE A CRMINAL!!!! ps:can i ve th last moment wth eu? |
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