tired!!ve been washing th machine fur this three daes.my leg was liked transformed into jelly.climb up n down run here n dere.gosh!it's liked i'm th onli person noe how tuh wash th machine now.i mean th opening crew.damn it!!!

haven't been sleeping many nights.if ve i onli get tuh sleep fur few hours onli.texted azuan on tuesdae night till wednesdae morning.didn't expected him tuh do closing.so i texted him till he finished his werk.we texted about our problems n things in th store.

if i noe i wun open my mouth n tell him wat th manager talked about him.he said tt he wanted tuh buy motorbike.n after got th motorbike he's changing his job tuh be a rider.one is in mac n th other one is pizza hut.he's liked so small n wanting tuh ve two job.

told him many times not tuh ve many jobs.it will be tiring.but doesn't wana listen.den i told him up tuh him lah!!give him some of my lil hopes.n told him tt no matter wat if he neds someone tuh talke tuh can always find me.will be dere fur him if he neded me.

went tuh eat dinner wth esther,xuan n elv.suppose tuh go jurong.but decided tuh go sp instead.our meeting place was esther house.it ve been a long time tt i ve been tuh her house.i took bus 7tuh eunos.wanted tuh drop at xuan house.den i walked tuh my house n put my things.but i got lazy.

so jux take th bus tuh eunos.called xuan tuh ask her tt i will be waiting fur her.so i waited den walked tuh esther house.esther mum sae i growth fat!!i was liked hahax..now not fat le!!i'm being skinny n skinny..have not been eating fur so many daes.onli eat one dae meal.

i texted him.asking whether is he ok not.cos wen i was in th fitting room he was outsied at th crew room singing so loud.liked as if he's heart broken or wat.he sange tonghua n forever love song.hahax..at night den he reply me.but was rather late.my phone kept ringing every mins if i never response tuh it.

so i jux reply him.i was tired n he asked me tuh do my things den i told him.yep i'm doing my things now which is sleeping..i didn't rili expect him tuh sae sorrie tuh me.i was puzzled fur a moment.i asked him wats th sorrie fur.den he told me.

my face was liked =________=....i didn't take it tuh my heart.so it's ok!!never hold any hard thing in my heart.can't possibely be tt wat i sae he must listen rth??who i am tuh him sia??fur him tuh listen tuh me.if he doesn't wana talked tuh me wat can i do??tell him tt i would die not hearing his voice??it's up tuh him wat he's doing rth??

i jux can accepted wat he's doing or treating me wart!!tt's my life n i choose it tuh be dis way.tt's th obstacle tuh me so let it be bahx..i'm not blaming him anything.ur apologie is accepted!!!he supposed tuh accompany me msg,cos he's th one who wake me up..den it doesn't last fur long he fall asleep...

everyone is liked a zhu!!!sleep so damn early!!!hmmm..feeling very very bored!!doesn't ve th feeling tuh go werk tmr!!feels liked gg shopping!!!anyone wana go out wth my tmr???i wana go watched movie at th new shopping centre at bugis n buy some present.n wedding gift fur andrea.

my parents will be out of town wth my first sis on saturde.gg malaysia but i can't seems tuh be remembered which part of malaysia!!i'm getting old lah!!!but my mum asking me tuh keep money den go malaysia.n xuan asked me tuh save money tuh open my 21st birhtdae at chalet!!

clean up my room n evething..now downloading some song n changing my blogskin!!!after doing tt i'm off tuh bed!!feeling tired!!


ps:accepted ur apologie

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