do i looked unhealthy tuh eu?am i getting sick?maybe i over werk or i ve not been sleepin fur nights.almost late fur werk fur this few daes.gosh!bad habit!some ppl made me ve some shocking news.damn it!!lucky it wasn't on april fool dae.hated those ppl who created th mess in my life in mac.
i ve told them everthing n still stupid rumous which wasn't true at all!or not even th words which came from me.ppl sae is i told them.god damn it!!if eu were tuh liked him jux tell me straight tuh my face n i will jux back off n let eu ve him ok!!eu doesn't ve tuh made me ve th bad impression in th store or even made my friendship wth him sour.
i seriously can't be bothered wth cheap ppl in my country.and i feels disgusted by th friendship which i ve wth him.he doesn't even belive wat i said!!and it's ok!!who am i tuh eu tt eu would believe me rth??i ve told joane about his matter.
she's looking into it.n she's gg tuh ve meeting wth th cheena crew.i waited fur joane fur many hours man.n it's tiring.talked tuh her about alot of things which i find there is a need tuh talked about.todae i did transition.after tt me n jenny wash th ice cream machine n th shake machine.jenny took th icream machine n i took th shake machine.
it was rili tough.never do th shke machine before.i onli did th ice cream machine onli.n took me n jenny four hours tuh get tt machine done.we wash it but th machine can't on.so we dispensve it again.n i got damn tired i went tuh ve some food tuh eat.after tt i came my machine was doing fine.but jenny wasn't doing any good.
so i tired tuh put th freezer board but th board got stuck.n boss scolded me.cos she thinks tt i ve made th machine spoilt.hahax..after tt we were all done at around 4pm.i was suppose tuh punch out at 2pm but due tuh th machine i punch out late.n i didn't punch out fur break.oops!!hahax..
new cheena crew in our store one name zhong ren n th other name chong shan.one is very quite n th other one is noisy.n chong shan called my super pig todae!!i was liked..=________='' do i liked liked a pig tuh him??gosh!!my nick which was given by him..damn him!!
don't get th wrong idea!!i'm not intersted in anyone now.being single is much more easier!!more fresh air tuh breath.n more space fur myself.azun is jux my fren.he been there fur me wen i wanted him tuh be.but few daes i didn't msg him cos i doesn't wana disturb him.he's busy wth his werk.heard tt he's getting lazy as daes come.
i onli will looked at guys n sae things out.tt shows tt i'm appriciating th beauty!!hahax..adore th beauty.n wishing how my bf would be liked tt.but hahax..it's onli th mouth doing th talking.but wasn't ready tuh be wth someone.not cos i still can't forget him nor can't letting him go.th feeling changed n i rili don't wana wish tuh think of it.
thinkin about th past it rili killing my brain.!!!leading my life..
ps:forget about me
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