not in th mood.scolded xie dis morning.haiix..i'm rili sorry!i'm jux got no mood tuh joke around fur this few daes.lots lots of problem now.got no one tuh talk tuh.n felt tt i doesn't ned anymore in their life anymore.ned a shoulder tuh cry on.but i can't find any.poor me left all alone...

tried new product yesterdae.feeling very tired.sharon was my trainer.syed said it very loud tt wen ur trainer is conducting training please dun sit n pay more attention.i'm liked oh ok!!i don't give a damn.rajah asked me many question.cos tuh him i was fooling around n not paying more attention.

in th end i managed tuh answer all of his question.don't try tuh looked down on me.i noe i ve temper n it's bad n i wun listen tuh ppl.but never looked down on me..

talked tuh jason yesterdae.told him some of my problems.and he asked me not tuh think tuh much nor tuh worrie about anything.everything will be fine if i'm not thinking tuh much.imagining thinks is not always good.

wondering whether jason will leak out th things tt i told him??hope he wun sae things out tuh anyone.cos i trusted him.he's liked a brother tuh me.he even wanted tuh put my head in th UHC,cos i said th wrong thing.

conduct training jux now.first time conducting trainin fur some new products.normally i wun conduct.cos i'm scarred tuh sae things.it might be th wrong stuff.kitchen was jam.having too many things on side2,since side1 having some reparing th chiller.

gosh!!i'm broke!left wth wat's in my ezlink card till end of this month.my bill went boom boom boom!!!500plus plus plus..wondering how do i pay.my prepaid left wth 1bucks.atm left wth 3bucks.damn it!!

no money left in my wallet.intend tuh sell all my phone so tt i ve th money tuh pay my hp bill n medical bill.since my phone ve been very very very silent.whiie not sell it off instead rth??cos it doesn't make any diffi at all....

letting go of someone eu love th most in ur life is not difficult rth.?
wats th point of keepin th someone tt eu love wen th someone doesn't love eu rth.?
it's onli th sweet talking which was being fooled by rth.?
but th action seems tuh be,th someone cares more fur th someone den eu rth.?
doesn't feel any secure wen th someone told eu tt th someone n th someone is onli fren rth.?
it will onli take time tuh let go of everthing rth.?
th someone doesn't worth th tears rth.?


Wish that I..Could move on..Can't let go..It's too strong..Just like that ..And then you're gone..Was this how..You wanted it to be..Everything you had to say..Sent the tears..Right down my face.Now I'm trying to escape..The misery..



ps:looked into my eyes n tell me th truth

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