title: my mind went blank!! i can't think anything about almost th whole dae.. life wasn't meaningless.. but something was in my mind tt i'm afarid tuh think of other stuff.. doing my job slowly.. drop almost everthing at th cafe area.. even th milk was spilt half of th frankie machine.. i wasn't rather sure wat was me doing!!
half of my soul went away.. hmm.. can't find anyone tuh talk tuh about whiie my is my heart beats even faster den usuall.. i reminded shah tt i was nervous n my tummy feeling liked a washing machine.. he insited me of telling him.. he even promise tt he wun laugh at me or so on.. so i did told him.. ........ he almost burst into laughter.. but i reminded him again tt he's not suppose tuh laugh at all.. den he gave me tt crappy looked tt he normally used tuh tuh tease me.. i even told sujuan about it.. den she told me somthing which rili makes me hate th person tt i was about tuh punch yesterdae.. i didn't rili expects her tuh be good in lying tuh guy or even creates stories wif those guys which wasn't even true at all.. but i doesn't seems tuh understand whiie some guys choose tuh liked her including him.. were their drinks got spike by her?? onli th looked tt ppl judged.. find urself a much more expensive girl lah!!! she is way too cheap fur eu.. i dun mind tuh be rude at eu.. yl told me tt eu doesn't liked ppl tuh lie tuh eu.. liked as if i liked wen eu lied tuh me!!! can't eu jux tell me th truth?? yah i noe.. i'm always a bad person in ur eyes.. i onli noe how tuh hurt ur feeling onli.. blah blah blah.. i would be doing closing fur dis whole weekends.. but most proberly i wun be seeing eu fur almost a month.. ps:fill in my mind wif th correct ans Labels: you could put th blames on me |
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