title: was late fur 10mins todae!!ms.j wasn't happie about tt!!she even talked behind my backed!!damn her!!n i told ms.l tt if she not happie wif me can talk wif me not talked behind my back and if she liked tuh give me warnning letter,i wouldn't mind taking it n write it!!cos i doesn't give a damn care tuh th rest of them now!!!
being ironic!!!scram off!!liked tuh wayang uh??join th mediacop instead den!!didn't rili talked tuh ms.j..i onli scream at her n gives her th black face which i ve long been waiting tuh give.kindna feeling very angry at tt moment..even now!!!sha got pissed off by his good brother mr.r yesterdae. talked tuh sujuan yesterdae on th phone.there is some words tt we doesn't understand wen talking wif each other..n i told her some of my stuff lah!!still she saes tt dun make him jealous le lah!!den i was liked huh??who making who jealous??den how he noe how i feel ah??n dun be so xiao ci lah!!! azuan is kiling me man!!!he doesn't seems tuh care at all now!!not even call or so so so on..damn him!!which tt i can kill him now..jux cos a words got angry wif me n changed number doesn't wana give me..lucky there is such word called patient in my dictionary!!if not he will be dead by now!! who tuh talked tuh or vent my anger at??everyone seems tuh be busy..either they are werking,having exam or having new fren tuh talked tuh on th net or phone...been alone fur some times!!!learning tuh many things n noeing tuh many things isn't a good idea either.especial wen ure in mac!!! or even having feelings fur anyone oso isn't a good thing!!!or i should remove th words feeling n jealous in my dictionary!!!cos i'm getting scarred of th word.i'm scarred tuh ve any feeling fur anyone!!i would get jealous wen th one tt i love doesn't treats me well or ignoring me!!falling fur someone???it took a sec tuh fall fur someone n it tooks forever tuh forget somone!!!th words jealous is very strong!!!n i tends tuh get jealous too easily. TSK!! tt's whiie now i'm trying tuh control myself!!!not tuh feel a things towards him or get jealous by th way he treats me..cos i noe tt some daes i will get out from this problems..or maybe if i'm still alive someone will unlocked it n make me feels more secure!!!liked azuan is doing now!!but i'm more into being his fren den more den tt...even he still called me dear.a dear in his eyes as a dearly fren... how long more should i wait tuh sit in his bike again???waiting tuh see his new motorbike which he promise tt he's gg tuh get one!!!maybe a small motor cos his leg ain't tt long!! gives me stength tuh belive!!! ps:dreams are ment fur sleeping & wishing upon a star don't come true... Labels: goodbye my lover |
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