title: wat would eu do if eu got so sad or angry n eu jux break down .? n tt is th onli thing eu would do .. angry but can tolerate .. but dun eu think tt everyone ve th limitation of tolerant .? if i can control my temper whiie can't eu .? eu got so agitated n jux shout at me infront of th front counter .. "if ure not happie .. eu can punch out"
but was it my fault in th first place .? 1st eu did not apologize tuh me tt my hand got burn wen eu bang someone n my hand got hit by th hot burining jar .. n i scream th words "ouch" .. "pain" .. not a word sorrie from eu .. 2nd i was talking tuh someone n eu jux shouted th sentence "since eu liked tuh help cafe .. den wear cafe uniform laa" .. and wat makes eu think tt i was scolding eu n i was saeing eu .? wen i was playing a fool wif some else .. whiie got so so so agitated .? whiie think too much n got so sensitive .. watched th tune of th way eu talked tuh me .. ure not my senior nor my manager .. i was so angry at eu .. but i jux walked away .. i doesn't wana argue wif eu nor talked back at eu nor sae those italic words above tuh eu .. not because i still liked eu or so on .. i noe wen tuh get my temper started .. n tuh whom tuh show it .. its always me who ve tuh gives in tuh eu .. evertime fire started i must be th water tuh stop th fire .. everytime it is me who must tolerate ur nonsense !!! n everyones !!! i had enough of it !!! i can't control it anymore n im being a fool tuh break down .. but thanks tuh those ppl fur being my shoulder tuh cry on .. i can't take it anymore .. i wish i can be liked one of my neighbour who can't tolerate thing n jux jump down from 5th store and jux die .. i witness everything .. if onli i ve th courage tuh do tt i would do it now .. n i mean wat i sae .. control everything .. but it went out of control .. ps: wish i was dead Labels: bleed tuh noe ure alive |
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